I try desperately to sit back and enjoy each new phase of our lives, but there are times when I'm consumed with how quickly time is flying by and I'm sad. it's a strange game of emotional tug o' war. some days I've been yanked to the sad side - where I'm overwhelmed by the fact that my babies are growing so fast. it's like I've blinked and they're "grown" up. yet they are still
so little and I'm sure some of you are reading this and thinking
oh, honey...wait until they graduate, leave the house, and get married! I know, I know. lucky for me, most days the rope has been tugged across the line - back to the happy side - the place where I swell with pride as they learn to roll over, sit up, say mama and dada, and take their first steps
...alone.
the little bug figured it out and there's no stopping him now. we are so proud of him and it warms my heart to hear him huff and puff with each pass from the kitchen to the living room. and he is so proud of himself. buggy is officially a toddler and we are thrilled.
I was hesitant to transition miles to a big boy bed. I told myself all sorts of things:
why move him when he doesn't attempt to get out of his crib? I'm asking for trouble. he's not ready yet. but eventually I had to admit that my hesitation was most definitely because
I wasn't ready. as we opened the door and led him to his new bed, his face lit up.
although I should clarify that the initial excitement had
nothing to do with the bed and
everything to do with the new tube of buzz and woody toothpaste that was lying on his bed.
once we established that yes, in fact, it
was a new tube of toothpaste, he giggled and said, "I have a new bed! it's a big boy bed!!" he climbed right in and got under the covers. he was thrilled...
...and my heart swelled with pride. he's growing up and
I'm more than okay with it.